my first blog

Well, it is my first blog..
I decided to start blogging to get some of feelings out.. But the question is... where to begin.
So much is going on...
I think I am going to start with what is going on right now.
I just got back from the doctors office.. I had surgery two weeks ago.. I had a hysterectomy.. And now ... I am running a fever and have a terrible problem with the pain.. This is something that I did not expect.  I really thought I would be up and about.. running all over the place and able to go and do things.. But to my surprise.. my body is extremely slow at recovering and I am slow to do things..
I am beginning to wonder why I can't get up and feel great.. I have been stressed about not working and more stressed about money.. I am sure that is not helping..
But I know that I am going to start feeling better...